I'm not merely being reactive or passive.
I just do not wish to create something out of my own hands.
Meant to be will remain meant to be.. no human desire shall exert power over it.
I will ostensibly walk the only path that I've ever known. I will remain blind to the 'what could have beens'. I give up on trying.
Any sadness, regret or wanting are signals of lack of trust.
If I really trust You, I will not think twice about those that deviate from my principles. You will never have me compromise my integrity, all that I've been taught to seek. This is all I know.
give me Your eyes, I do not trust my own.
